Moonbeams dance

moonbeams dance on my pillow
this unknown summer night
venus blooms like cereus
in an ebony sky
a hushed wind carries 
My dreams to you
I pick up my pen...

My writings 

My purity

lies in the 


Of the ink on my page
Watashi no jundo 

uso ~de


No sono inku ni ji buno no peji.


thoughts shut in darkness
claustrophic mind in
the darkness of no escape
strangulation of rational process
of thinking , emoting
pent up anxieties 
knotting up in the stomach
the mind erupting 
like a volcano
reactions of shackled destiny.
defeaning silence of screams
that leave the throat , only
a gasp, a hoarse whisper
repurcussions of releasing
breath slowing leaving the body
for the timeless eternity that 
shapes destiny
hands that break and take
the depthof a person's fate
into uncertain beliefs of what maybe,
can be
impermanent life to be 
toyed with.

*written about nine months ago..